This is Happiness

This is happiness...those are words I haven't spoken in longer than I can even seem to remember.  Words that I used to say every night to Mark when I fed my sweet baby girl, Taylor, before bed.  I would hold her and smell her clean baby smell after a bath.  The feel of her soft baby hair so freshly clean on my hands is a feeling I will never ever forget....THIS IS HAPPINESS.  Oh, how I long for those smells, for the feel of her little hands in mine.  There's a hole in my heart in the shape of you...lyrics that explain it all.